hey ya.... i'm now in my lab in the midst of doing the research for my project.... yea, i'm in my project phase now.... i'm feeling damn depressed now.... everything seems so alien to me.... i don't know what i'm doing or what i'm supposed to do... to be honest, i feel totally useless and helpless.... i really don't know how i'm going to get through this.... i'm doing this project with a partner, and i'm afraid that i'll be a burden to her instead of helping her..... damn.... my friends have been saying that i shouldn't worry since i have a partner, but to me that is even worse..... cause i don't know anything and won't be contributing much.... it juz wouldn't be fair to her.... and the thing is, she herself isn't really sure bout our project.... why, why muz i be given a programming project.... its my most hated and my worse subject ever..... sigh.... sorry zin, sorry bout what i said to you yesterday.... i really didn't mean what i said.... i was juz in a really crappy mood.... i guess i juz have to pray and do my best... hopefully i'll get through this....


Riz lost himself at 2/04/2005 03:00:00 pm

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